(2022) self-portrait of trying to look like an academic/artist in the Birmingham Museum of Art after being too agoraphobic to leave the house in basically years.
(2020) fighting after couple's therapy, again, in Roebuck, but no man physically attacked me in this house // I made Gregor cry when I was drunk.
(2019) sad in Zelda Fitzgerald's hometown.
(2018) giddiness.
(2014) castlewood state park in college, going to go get naked and "shoot myself" in the woods because I didn't know a way to be more honest with anyone // showing you my underbelly, almost.
(2021) for Kim for Luisa.
(2025) digger would later get hit by a car when she ran away, not even two years old, and she wouldn't have her brother there and Basil may have been and I don't know how to forgive myself for this. Someone posted a picture of her, dead, on the Nextdoor app and sent it to me and this is a lot of why I can't sleep anymore, which frustrates you because then I keep you up, too.
(2022) wanting to want to paint the hallway
(2022) artist studio // I hated living in our house but I miss these colors.
(2022) printmaking with gel block
(2022) San helped me build it because you wouldn't
(2017) Kevin
(2022), too severed to paint anything but Payne's grey swatches
(2023) escape artist
(2023) on day six of however many I can do // #staystrong
(2022) Sam
(2023) i asked you to put a lock on the door to keep "them" out
(2016) baby Sam
(2016) med school ex-husband in Iceland
(2023) safe and sound with Basil
(2017) baby's first roadtrip
(2024) Basil and Carl
(2022) mama's boy
(2015) Lena felt safe with you back then
2014, college
2017, self portrait in Kevin's hotel room
2018, cheerful oblivion
2018, anxiety attacks begin
(2022) I made this painting as the prototype for a series then never managed to make one as interesting as this ever again and it made me sad and angry // beginner's luck.
(2022) I am more naked now, with you, than I was here.